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title:Hashire Merosu
author:Dazai, Osamu
date:1940
source:Shincho, May edition; Aozora Bunko (http://www.aozora.gr.jp/cards/000035/card1567.html)
genre:fiction
subcorpus:Aozora Bunko
terms of use:Creative Commons license


 1hashire-merosu
 2dazai-osamu
 3merosu wa gekido shi ta .
 4kanarazu , kano jachi-boogyaku no oo o nozoka nakere ba nara nu to ketsui shi ta .
 5merosu ni wa seiji ga wakara nu .
 6merosu wa , mura no bokujin de aru .
 7fue o fuki , hitsuji to ason de kurashi te ki ta .
 8keredo-mo jaaku ni-taishi-te wa , hito ichi bai ni binkan de at ta .
 9kyoo mimei merosu wa mura o shuppatsu shi , no o koe yama koe , juu ri ha-nare ta kono shirakusu no shi ni yat-te-ki ta .
 10merosu ni wa chichi mo , haha mo nai .
 11nyooboo mo nai .
 12juu-roku no , uchiki na imooto to futari-gurashi da .
 13kono imooto wa , mura no aru richigi na ichi bokujin o , chikajika , hanamuko to-shi-te mukaeru koto ni nat te i ta .
 14kekkon-shiki mo maji-ka na no de aru .
 15merosu wa , sore-yue , hanayome no ishoo yara shukuen no go-chisoo yara o kai ni , harubaru shi ni yat-te-ki ta no da .
 16mazu , sono shinajina o kaiatsume , sore-kara miyako no ooji o burabura arui ta .
 17merosu ni wa chikuba-no-tomo ga at ta .
 18serinuntiusu de aru .
 19ima wa ko-no shirakusu no shi de , sekkoo o shi te iru .
 20sono tomo o , kore kara tazune te miru tsumori na no da .
 21hisashiku awa nakat ta no da kara , tazune te iku no ga tanoshimi de aru .
 22arui te iru uchi ni merosu wa , machi no yoosu o ayashiku omot ta .
 23hissori shi te iru .
 24moo sudeni hi mo ochi te , machi no kurai no wa atarimae da ga , keredo-mo , nan-da-ka , yoru no sei bakari de wa naku , shi zentai ga , yake ni sabishii .
 25nonki na merosu mo , dandan fuan ni nat te ki ta .
 26michi de at ta wakaishuu o tsukamae te , nani ka at ta no ka , ni nen mae ni kono shi ni ki ta toki wa , yoru de mo mina ga uta o utat te , machi wa nigiyaka de at ta hazu da ga , to shitsumon shi ta .
 27wakaishuu wa , kubi o fut te kotae nakat ta .
 28shibaraku arui te rooya ni ai , kondo wa motto , gosei o tsuyoku shi te shitsumon shi ta .
 29rooya wa kotae nakat ta .
 30merosu wa ryoote de rooya no karada o yusubut te shitsumon o kasane ta .
 31rooya wa , atari o habakaru teisei de , wazuka kotae ta .
 32‘ oo-sama wa , hito o koroshi masu . ’
 33‘ naze korosu no da . ’
 34‘ akushin o idai te iru , to iu no desu ga , dare mo sonna , akushin o mot te wa ori mase nu . ’
 35‘ takusan no hito o koroshi ta no ka . ’
 36‘ hai , hajime wa oo-sama no imootomuko-sama o .
 37sore-kara , go-jishin no o-yotsugi o .
 38sore-kara , imooto-sama o .
 39sore-kara , imooto-sama no miko-sama o .
 40sore-kara , koogoo-sama o .
 41sore-kara , kenshin no arekisu-sama o . ’
 42‘ odoroi ta .
 43kokuoo wa ranshin ka . ’
 44‘ iie , ranshin de wa gozai mase nu .
 45hito o , shinzuru koto ga deki nu , to iu no desu .
 46konogoro wa , shinka no kokoro o mo , o-utagai ni nari , sukoshiku hade na kurashi o shi te iru mono ni wa , hitojichi hitori zutsu sashidasu koto o meiji te ori masu .
 47go-meirei o kobame ba juuji-ka ni kake rare te , korosa re masu .
 48kyoo wa , roku nin korosa re mashi ta . ’
 49kii te , merosu wa gekido shi ta .
 50‘ akire ta oo da .
 51ikashi te oke nu . ’
 52merosu wa , tanjun na otoko de at ta .
 53kaimono o , seot ta mama de , nosonoso oojoo ni hait te it ta .
 54tachimachi kare wa , junra no keiri ni hobaku sa re ta .
 55shirabe rare te , merosu no kaichuu kara wa tanken ga de te ki ta no-de , sawagi ga ookiku nat te shimat ta .
 56merosu wa , oo no mae ni hikidasa re ta .
 57‘ kono tantoo de nani o suru tsumori de at ta ka .
 58ie ! ’
 59bookun-dionisu wa shizuka ni , keredo-mo igen o-mot-te toitsume ta .
 60sono oo no kao wa soohaku de , miken no shiwa wa , kizamikoma re ta yoo ni bukakat ta .
 61‘ shi o bookun no te kara sukuu no da . ’ to merosu wa warubire zu-ni kotae ta .
 62‘ omae ga ka ? ’
 63oo wa , binshoo shi ta .
 64‘ shikata no nai yatsu ja .
 65omae ni wa , washi no kodoku ga wakara nu . ’
 66‘ iu na ! ’ to merosu wa , ikiritat te hanbaku shi ta .
 67‘ hito no kokoro o utagau no wa , mottomo hazu beki akutoku da .
 68oo wa , tami no chuusei o sae utagat te o rareru . ’
 69‘ utagau no ga , seitoo no kokorogamae na no da to , washi ni oshie te kure ta no wa , omae-tachi da .
 70hito no kokoro wa , ate ni nara nai .
 71ningen wa , motomoto shiyoku no katamari sa .
 72shinji te wa , nara nu . ’
 73bookun wa ochitsui te tsubuyaki , hotto tameiki o tsui ta .
 74‘ washi da-tte , heiwa o nozon de iru no da ga . ’
 75‘ nan no tame no heiwa da .
 76jibun no chii o mamoru tame ka . ’
 77kondo wa merosu ga chooshoo shi ta .
 78‘ tsumi no nai hito o koroshi te , nani ga heiwa da . ’
 79‘ damare , gesen no mono . ’
 80oo wa , sat-to kao o age te mukui ta .
 81‘ kuchi de wa , donna kiyoraka na koto de-mo ieru .
 82washi ni wa , hito no hara-wata no okusoko ga miesui te nara nu .
 83omae da-tte , ima ni , haritsuke ni nat te kara , nai te wabi tatte kika nu zo . ’
 84‘ aa , oo wa rikoo da .
 85unubore te iru ga yoi .
 86watashi wa , chanto shinu-ru kakugo de iru no-ni .
 87inochigoi nado kesshite shi nai .
 88tada , - - ’ to iikake te , merosu wa ashimoto ni shisen o otoshi shunji tamerai , ‘ tada , watashi ni nasake o kake tai tsumori nara , shokei made ni mik kakan no nichigen o atae te kudasai .
 89tatta hitori no imooto ni , teishu o mota se te yari tai no desu .
 90mik ka no uchi ni , watashi wa mura de kekkon-shiki o age sase , kanarazu , koko e kaet te ki masu . ’
 91‘ baka na . ’ to bookun wa , shagare ta koe de hikuku warat ta .
 92‘ tondemo-nai uso o iu wa-i .
 93nigashi ta kotori ga kaet te kuru to iu no ka . ’
 94‘ soo desu .
 95kaet te kuru no desu . ’
 96merosu wa hisshi de iihat ta .
 97‘ watashi wa yakusoku o mamori masu .
 98watashi o , mik kakan dake yurushi te kudasai .
 99imooto ga , watashi no kaeri o mat te iru no da .
 100sonna ni watashi o shinji rare nai nara-ba , yoroshii , kono shi ni serinuntiusu to-iu sekkoo ga i masu .
 101watashi no muni no yuujin da .
 102are o , hitojichi to-shi-te koko ni oi te iko o .
 103watashi ga nige te shimat te , mik ka-me no higure made , koko ni kaet te ko nakat tara , ano yuujin o shimekoroshi te kudasai .
 104tanomu , soo shi te kudasai . ’
 105sore o kii te oo wa , zangyaku na kimochi de , sotto hokusoen da .
 106nama-iki na koto o iu wa-i .
 107doose kaet te ko nai ni kimat te iru .
 108kono usotsuki ni damasa re ta furi shi te , hanashi te yaru no mo omoshiroi .
 109soo-shi-te migawari no otoko o , mik ka-me ni koroshi te yaru no mo kimi ga ii .
 110hito wa , kore da kara shinji rare nu to , washi wa kanashii kao shi te , sono migawari no otoko o takkei ni shoshi te yaru no da .
 111yononaka no , shoojiki-mono to-ka-iu yatsubara ni unto misetsuke te yari tai mono sa .
 112‘ negai o , kii ta .
 113sono migawari o yobu ga yoi .
 114mik ka-me ni wa nichibotsu made ni kaet te koi .
 115okure tara , sono migawari o , kitto korosu zo .
 116chotto okure te kuru ga ii .
 117omae no tsumi wa , eien ni yurushi te yaro o zo . ’
 118‘ nani , nani o ossharu . ’
 119‘ haha .
 120inochi ga daiji dat tara , okure te koi .
 121omae no kokoro wa , wakat te iru zo . ’
 122merosu wa kuyashiku , jidanda fun da .
 123mono mo ii taku naku nat ta .
 124chikuba-no-tomo , serinuntiusu wa , shin'ya , oojoo ni mesa re ta .
 125bookun dionisu no menzen de , yo-ki tomo to yo-ki tomo wa , ni nen buri de ai-oo ta .
 126merosu wa , tomo ni issai no jijoo o katat ta .
 127serinuntiusu wa mugon de unazuki , merosu o hishito dakishime ta .
 128tomo to tomo no aida wa , sore de yokat ta .
 129serinuntiusu wa , nawa-uta re ta .
 130merosu wa , sugu ni shuppatsu shi ta .
 131shoka , manten no hoshi de aru .
 132merosu wa sono yoru , issui mo se zu juu ri no michi o isogi ni isoi de , mura e toochaku shi ta no wa , akuruhi no gozen , hi wa sudeni takaku nobot te , murabito-tachi wa no ni de te shigoto o hajime te i ta .
 133merosu no juu-roku no imooto mo , kyoo wa ani no kawari ni yoogun no ban o shi te i ta .
 134yoromei te arui te kuru ani no , hiroo-konpai no sugata o mitsuke te odoroi ta .
 135soo-shi-te , urusaku ani ni shitsumon o abise ta .
 136‘ nan de mo nai . ’
 137merosu wa muri ni warao o to tsutome ta .
 138‘ shi ni yooji o nokoshi te ki ta .
 139mata sugu shi ni ika nakere ba nara nu .
 140asu , omae no kekkon-shiki o ageru .
 141hayai hoo ga yokaro o . ’
 142imooto wa hoo o akarame ta .
 143‘ ureshii ka .
 144kirei na ishoo mo kat te ki ta .
 145saa , kore kara it te , mura no hito-tachi ni shira se te koi .
 146kekkon-shiki wa , asu da to . ’
 147merosu wa , mata , yoroyoro to aruki-dashi , ie e kaet te kamigami no saidan o kazari , shukuen no seki o totonoe , ma-mo-naku yuka ni taorefushi , kokyuu mo se nu kurai no fukai nemuri ni ochi te shimat ta .
 148me ga same ta no wa yoru dat ta .
 149merosu wa oki te sugu , hanamuko no ie o otozure ta .
 150soo-shi-te , sukoshi jijoo ga aru kara , kekkon-shiki o asu ni shi te kure , to tanon da .
 151muko no bokujin wa odoroki , sore wa ike nai , kochira ni wa imada nan no shitaku mo deki te i nai , budoo no kisetsu made mat te kure , to kotae ta .
 152merosu wa , matsu koto wa deki nu , doo-ka asu ni shi te kure tamae , to sarani oshi te tanon da .
 153muko no bokujin mo gankyoo de at ta .
 154nakanaka shoodaku shi te kure nai .
 155yoake made giron o tsuzuke te , yatto , doo-ni-ka muko o nadame , sukashi te , tokifuse ta .
 156kekkon-shiki wa , mahiru ni okonawa re ta .
 157shinroo-shinpu no , kamigami e no sensei ga sun da koro , kurokumo ga sora o ooi , potsuripotsuri ame ga furi-dashi , yagate shajiku o nagasu yoo na ooame to nat ta .
 158shukuen ni resseki shi te i ta murabito-tachi wa , nani ka fukitsu na mono o kanji ta ga , sore-de-mo , meimei kimochi o hikitate , semai ie no naka de , munmun mushiatsui no mo korae , yooki ni uta o utai , te o ut ta .
 159merosu mo , manmen ni kishoku o tatae , shibaraku wa , oo to no ano yakusoku o sae wasure te i ta .
 160shukuen wa , yoru ni hait te iyoiyo midare hanayaka ni nari , hitobito wa , soto no goou o mattaku ki-ni-shi naku nat ta .
 161merosu wa , isshoo kono mama koko ni i tai , to omot ta .
 162kono yoi hito-tachi to shoogai kurashi te iki tai to negat ta ga , ima wa , jibun no karada de , jibun no mono de wa nai .
 163mama-nara nu koto de aru .
 164merosu wa , waga mi ni muchiuchi , tsuini shuppatsu o ketsui shi ta .
 165asu no nichibotsu made ni wa , mada juu-bun no toki ga aru .
 166chotto hitonemuri shi te , sore-kara sugu ni shuppatsu shi yoo , to kangae ta .
 167sono koro ni wa , ame mo koburi ni nat te i yoo .
 168sukoshi de-mo nagaku kono ie ni guzuguzu todomat te i takat ta .
 169merosu hodo no otoko ni mo , yahari miren no joo to-iu mono wa aru .
 170koyoi boozen , kanki ni yot te iru rashii hanayome ni chikayori , ‘ o-medetoo . watashi wa tsukare te shimat ta kara , chotto gomen koomut te nemuri tai . me ga same tara , sugu ni shi ni dekakeru . taisetsu na yooji ga aru no da . watashi ga i naku-te mo , moo omae ni wa yasashii teishu ga aru no da kara , kesshite sabishii koto wa nai . omae no ani no , ichiban kirai na mono wa , hito o utagau koto to , sore-kara , uso o tsuku koto da . omae mo , sore wa , shit te iru ne . teishu to no aida ni , donna himitsu de-mo tsukut te wa nara nu . omae ni ii tai no wa , sore dake da . omae no ani wa , tabun erai otoko na no da kara , omae mo sono hokori o mot te iro . ’
 171hanayome wa , yumemi-gokochi de unazui ta .
 172merosu wa , sore-kara hanamuko no kata o tatai te , ‘ shitaku no nai no wa o-tagai-sama sa . watashi no ie ni mo , takara to-it-te-wa , imooto to hitsuji dake da . hoka ni wa , nani mo nai . zenbu age yoo . moo hito tsu , merosu no otooto ni nat ta koto o hokot te kure . ’
 173hanamuko wa momide shi te , tere te i ta .
 174merosu wa warat te murabito-tachi ni mo eshaku shi te , enseki kara tachisari , hitsuji-goya ni mogurikon de , shin da yoo ni fukaku nemut ta .
 175me ga same ta no wa akuruhi no hakumei no koro de aru .
 176merosu wa haneoki , namusan , nesugoshi ta ka , iya , madamada daijoobu , kore kara sugu ni shuppatsu sure ba , yakusoku no kokugen made ni wa juu-bunma ni-au .
 177kyoo wa zehi to mo , ano oo ni , hito no shinjitsu no sonsuru tokoro o mise te yaroo .
 178soo-shi-te warat te haritsuke no dai ni nobot te yaru .
 179merosu wa , yuuyuu to mi-jitaku o hajime ta .
 180ame mo , ikubun koburi ni nat te iru yoosu de aru .
 181mi-jitaku wa deki ta .
 182sate , merosu wa , burun to ryooude o ookiku fut te , uchuu , ya no gotoku hashiride ta .
 183watashi wa , koyoi , korosa reru .
 184korosa reru tame ni hashiru no da .
 185migawari no tomo o sukuu tame ni hashiru no da .
 186oo no kannei-jachi o uchiyaburu tame ni hashiru no da .
 187hashira nakere ba nara nu .
 188soo-shi-te , watashi wa korosa reru .
 189wakai toki kara meiyo o mamore .
 190saraba , furusato .
 191wakai merosu wa , tsurakat ta .
 192iku-do ka , tachidomari soo ni nat ta .
 193ei , ei to oogoe age te jishin o shikari nagara hashit ta .
 194mura o de te , no o yokogiri , mori o kugurinuke , tonarimura ni tsui ta koro ni wa , ame mo yami , hi wa takaku nobot te , sorosoro atsuku nat te ki ta .
 195merosu wa hitai no ase o kobushi de harai , koko made kure ba daijoobu , mohaya kokyoo e no miren wa nai .
 196imooto-tachi wa , kitto yoi fuufu ni naru daroo .
 197watashi ni wa , ima , nan no kigakari mo nai hazu da .
 198massugu ni oojoo ni ikitsuke ba , sore de yoi no da .
 199sonna ni isogu hitsuyoo mo nai .
 200yukkuri aruko o , to mochimae no nonki-sa o torikaeshi , suki na kouta o ii koe de utaidashi ta .
 201burabura arui te ni ri iki san ri iki , sorosoro zen-ritei no nakaba ni tootatsu shi ta koro , fut te wai ta sainan , merosu no ashi wa , hatato , tomat ta .
 202miyo , zenpoo no kawa o .
 203kinoo no goou de yama no suigen-chi wa hanran shi , dakuryuu-tootoo to karyuu ni atsumari , moosei-ikkyo ni hashi o hakai shi , doo-doo to hibiki o ageru gekiryuu ga , koppa-mijin ni hashigeta o hanetobashi te i ta .
 204kare wa boozen to , tachisukun da .
 205achikochi to nagamemawashi , mata , koe o kagiri ni yobitate te mi ta ga , keishuu wa nokora-zu nami ni sarawa re te kage naku , watashi-mori no sugata mo mie nai .
 206nagare wa iyoiyo , fukureagari , umi no yoo ni nat te iru .
 207merosu wa kawagishi ni uzukumari , otokonaki ni naki nagara zeusu ni te o age te aigan shi ta .
 208‘ aa , shizume ta-mae , arekuruu nagare o !
 209toki wa kokkoku ni sugi te iki masu .
 210taiyoo mo sudeni mahiru-doki desu .
 211are ga shizun de shimawa nu uchi ni , oojoo ni ikitsuku koto ga deki nakat tara , ano yoi tomodachi ga , watashi no tame ni shinu no desu . ’
 212dakuryuu wa , merosu no sakebi o seserawarau gotoku , masumasu hageshiku odorikuruu .
 213nami wa nami o nomi , maki , aoritate , soo-shi-te toki wa , koku-ikkoku to kie te iku .
 214ima wa merosu mo kakugo shi ta .
 215oyogi kiru yori hoka ni nai .
 216aa , kamigami mo shooran are !
 217dakuryuu ni mo make nu ai to makoto no idai na chikara o , ima koso hakki shi te miseru .
 218merosu wa , zanbu to nagare ni tobikomi , hyap piki no orochi no yoo ni nota-uchi arekuruu nami o aite ni , hisshi no toosoo o kaishi shi ta .
 219manshin no chikara o ude ni kome te , oshiyose uzumaki hikizuru nagare o , nan-no-koreshiki to kaki-wake kaki-wake , mekura-meppoo shishi-funjin no hito no ko no sugata ni wa , kami mo aware to omot ta ka , tsuini renbin o tare te kure ta .
 220oshinagasa re tsutsu mo , migoto , taigan no jumoku no miki ni , sugaritsuku koto ga deki ta no de aru .
 221arigatai .
 222merosu wa uma no yoo ni ookina dooburui o hito tsu shi te , sugu ni mata saki o isoi da .
 223ikkoku to-ie-do-mo , muda ni wa deki nai .
 224hi wa sudeni nishi ni katamuki kake te iru .
 225zeizei arai kokyuu o shi nagara tooge o nobori , nobori kit te , hotto-shi ta toki , totsuzen , me no mae ni ittai no sanzoku ga odoride ta .
 226‘ mate . ’
 227‘ nani o suru no da .
 228watashi wa hi no shizuma nu uchi ni oojoo e ika nakere ba nara nu .
 229hanase . ’
 230‘ dokkoi hanasa nu .
 231mochimono zenbu o oi te ike . ’
 232‘ watashi ni wa inochi no hoka ni wa nani mo nai .
 233sono , tatta hito tsu no inochi mo , kore kara oo ni kure te yaru no da . ’
 234‘ sono , inochi ga hoshii no da . ’
 235‘ sate-wa , oo no meirei de , koko de watashi o machibuse shi te i ta no da na . ’
 236sanzoku-tachi wa , mono mo iwa zu issei ni konboo o furi age ta .
 237merosu wa hyoi to , karada o orimage , asuka no gotoku mijika-ka no hitori ni osoikakari , sono konboo o ubaitot te , ‘ kinodoku da ga seigi no tame da ! ’ to moozen ichigeki , tachimachi , san nin o naguritaoshi , nokoru mono no hirumu suki ni , sassato hashit te tooge o kudat ta .
 238ikki ni tooge o kakeori ta ga , sasuga ni hiroo shi , ori kara gogo no shakunetsu no taiyoo ga matomo ni , katto tet te ki te , merosu wa iku-do-to-naku memai o kanji , kore de wa nara nu , to ki o torinaoshi te wa , yoroyoro ni , san po arui te , tsuini , gakuri to hiza o ot ta .
 239tachiagaru koto ga deki nu no da .
 240ten o aoi de , kuyashinaki ni naki-dashi ta .
 241aa , a , dakuryuu o oyogi kiri , sanzoku o san nin mo uchitaoshi ida-ten , koko made toppa shi te ki ta merosu yo .
 242shin no yuusha , merosu yo .
 243ima , koko de , tsukare kit te ugoke naku naru to-wa nasake-nai .
 244aisuru tomo wa , omae o shinji ta bakari-ni , yagate korosa re nakere ba nara nu .
 245omae wa , kitai no fushin no ningen , masashiku oo no omou tsubo da zo , to jibun o shikat te miru no da ga , zenshin nae te , mohaya imomushi hodo ni mo zenshin kanawa nu .
 246roboo no soogen ni gorori-to nekorogat ta .
 247shintai hiroo sure ba , seishin mo tomo ni yara reru .
 248moo , doo de-mo ii to-iu , yuusha ni fu-niai na futekusare ta konjoo ga , kokoro no sumi ni sukut ta .
 249watashi wa , kore hodo doryoku shi ta no da .
 250yakusoku o yaburu kokoro wa , mijin mo nakat ta .
 251kami mo shooran , watashi wa sei-ippai ni tsutome te ki ta no da .
 252ugoke naku naru made hashit te ki ta no da .
 253watashi wa fushin no to de wa nai .
 254aa , dekiru koto nara watashi no mune o tachiwat te , shinku no shinzoo o o-me ni kake tai .
 255ai to shinjitsu no ketsueki dake de ugoi te iru kono shinzoo o mise te yari tai .
 256keredo-mo watashi wa , kono daiji na toki ni , sei mo kon mo tsuki ta no da .
 257watashi wa , yokuyoku fukoo na otoko da .
 258watashi wa , kitto warawa reru .
 259watashi no ikka mo warawa reru .
 260watashi wa tomo o azamui ta .
 261chuuto de taoreru no wa , hajime kara nani mo shi nai no to onaji koto da .
 262aa , moo , doo de-mo ii .
 263kore ga , watashi no sadamat ta unmei na no ka-mo shire nai .
 264serinuntiusu yo , yurushi te kure .
 265kimi wa , itsu de-mo watashi o shinji ta .
 266watashi mo kimi o , azamuka nakat ta .
 267watashi-tachi wa , hontoo ni yoi tomo to tomo de at ta no da .
 268ichi do da-tte , kurai giwaku no kumo o , o-tagai mune ni yadoshi ta koto wa nakat ta .
 269imada tte , kimi wa watashi o mushin ni mat te iru daroo .
 270aa , mat te iru daroo .
 271arigatoo , serinuntiusu .
 272yoku mo watashi o shinji te kure ta .
 273sore o omoe ba , tamara nai .
 274tomo to tomo no aida no shinjitsu wa , konoyo de ichiban hokoru beki takara na no da kara na .
 275serinuntiusu , watashi wa hashit ta no da .
 276kimi o azamuku tsumori wa , mijin mo nakat ta .
 277shinji te kure !
 278watashi wa isogi ni isoi de koko made ki ta no da .
 279dakuryuu o toppa shi ta .
 280sanzoku no kakomi kara mo , sururi-to nuke te ikki ni tooge o kakeori te ki ta no da .
 281watashi da kara , deki ta no da yo .
 282aa , kono ue , watashi ni nozomi tamou na .
 283hoot te oi te kure .
 284doo de-mo , ii no da .
 285watashi wa make ta no da .
 286darashi ga nai .
 287warat te kure .
 288oo wa watashi ni , chotto okure te koi , to mimiuchi shi ta .
 289okure tara , migawari o koroshi te , watashi o tasuke te kureru to yakusoku shi ta .
 290watashi wa oo no hiretsu o nikun da .
 291keredo-mo , ima ni nat te miru to , watashi wa oo no iu mama ni nat te iru .
 292watashi wa , okure te iku daroo .
 293oo wa , hitori gatten shi te watashi o warai , soo-shi-te koto mo naku watashi o hoomen suru daroo .
 294soo nat tara , watashi wa , shinu yori tsurai .
 295watashi wa , eien ni uragiri-mono da .
 296chijoo de mottomo , fu-meiyo no jinshu da .
 297serinuntiusu yo , watashi mo shinu zo .
 298kimi to issho ni shina se te kure .
 299kimi dake wa watashi o shinji te kureru ni chigai nai .
 300iya , sore mo watashi no , hitoriyogari ka ?
 301aa , moo isso , akutoku-sha to-shi-te ikinobi te yaroo ka .
 302mura ni wa watashi no ie ga aru .
 303hitsuji mo iru .
 304imooto-fuufu wa , masaka watashi o mura kara oidasu yoo na koto wa shi nai daroo .
 305seigi da-no , shinjitsu da-no , ai da-no , kangae te mire ba , kudara-nai .
 306hito o koroshi te jibun ga ikiru .
 307sore ga ningen-sekai no joohoo de wa nakat ta ka .
 308aa , nani mo-ka-mo , bakabakashii .
 309watashi wa , minikui uragiri-mono da .
 310doo to-mo , katte ni suru ga yoi .
 311yan-nuru kana .
 312-- shishi o nagedashi te , utouto , madoron de shimat ta .
 313futo mimi ni , sensen , mizu no nagareru oto ga kikoe ta .
 314sotto atama o motage , iki o non de mimi o sumashi ta .
 315sugu ashimoto de , mizu ga nagare te iru rashii .
 316yoroyoro okiagat te , miru to , iwa no sakeme kara konkon to , nani ka chiisaku sasayaki nagara shimizu ga wakide te iru no de aru .
 317sono izumi ni suikoma reru yoo ni merosu wa mi o kagame ta .
 318mizu o ryoote de sukut te , hito kuchi non da .
 319hoo to nagai tameiki ga de te , yume kara same ta yoo na ki ga shi ta .
 320arukeru .
 321iko o .
 322nikutai no hiroo-kaifuku to-tomo-ni , wazuka nagara kiboo ga umare ta .
 323gimu-suikoo no kiboo de aru .
 324waga mi o koroshi te , meiyo o mamoru kiboo de aru .
 325shayoo wa akai hikari o , kigi no ha ni tooji , ha mo eda mo moeru bakari ni kagayai te iru .
 326nichibotsu made ni wa , mada ma ga aru .
 327watashi o , mat te iru hito ga aru no da .
 328sukoshi mo utagawa zu , shizuka ni kitai shi te kure te iru hito ga aru no da .
 329watashi wa , shinji rare te iru .
 330watashi no inochi nado wa , mondai de wa nai .
 331shin de o-wabi , nado to ki-no-ii koto wa it te i rare nu .
 332watashi wa , shinrai ni mukui nakere ba nara nu .
 333ima wa tada sono ichiji da .
 334hashire ! merosu .
 335watashi wa shinrai sa re te iru .
 336watashi wa shinrai sa re te iru .
 337senkoku no , ano akuma no sasayaki wa , are wa yume da .
 338warui yume da .
 339wasure te shimae .
 340gozoo ga tsukare te iru toki wa , fui to anna warui yume o miru mono da .
 341merosu , omae no haji de wa nai .
 342yahari , omae wa shin no yuusha da .
 343futatabi tat te hashireru yoo ni nat ta de wa nai ka .
 344arigatai !
 345watashi wa , seigi no shi to-shi-te shinu koto ga dekiru zo .
 346aa , hi ga shizumu .
 347zunzun shizumu .
 348mat te kure , zeusu yo .
 349watashi wa umare ta toki kara shoojiki na otoko de at ta .
 350shoojiki na otoko no mama ni shi te shina se te kudasai .
 351michi-yuku hito o oshinoke , hanetobashi , merosu wa kuroi kaze no yoo ni hashit ta .
 352nohara de shuen no , sono enseki no mat-tadanaka o kakenuke , shuen no hito-tachi o gyooten sa se , inu o ketobashi , ogawa o tobikoe , sukoshi zutsu shizun de yuku taiyoo no , juu bai mo hayaku hashit ta .
 353ichidan no tabibito to sat-to surechigat ta shunkan , fukitsu na kaiwa o komimi ni hasan da .
 354‘ imagoro wa , ano otoko mo , haritsuke ni kakat te iru yo . ’
 355aa , sono otoko , sono otoko no tame ni watashi wa , ima konna ni hashit te iru no da .
 356sono otoko o shina se te wa nara nai .
 357isoge , merosu .
 358okure te wa nara nu .
 359ai to makoto no chikara o , ima koso shira-se te yaru ga yoi .
 360fuutei nanka wa , doo de-mo ii .
 361merosu wa , ima wa , hotondo zen-ratai de at ta .
 362kokyuu mo deki zu , ni do , san do , kuchi kara chi ga fukide ta .
 363mieru .
 364haruka-mukoo ni chiisaku , shirakusu no shi no tooroo ga mieru .
 365tooroo wa , yuuhi o uke te kirakira hikat te iru .
 366‘ aa , merosu-sama . ’
 367umeku yoo na koe ga , kaze to-tomo-ni kikoe ta .
 368‘ dare da . ’
 369merosu wa hashiri nagara tazune ta .
 370‘ firosutoratosu de gozai masu .
 371anata no o-tomodachi serinuntiusu-sama no deshi de gozai masu . ’
 372sono wakai ishiku mo , merosu no ato ni tsui te hashiri nagara saken da .
 373‘ moo , dame de gozai masu .
 374muda de gozai masu .
 375hashiru no wa , yame te kudasai .
 376moo , ano kata o o-tasuke ni naru koto wa deki mase n . ’
 377‘ iya , mada hi wa shizuma nu . ’
 378‘ choodo ima , ano kata ga shikei ni naru tokoro desu .
 379aa , anata wa osokat ta .
 380o-urami mooshi masu .
 381honno sukoshi , moo chotto de-mo , hayakat ta nara ! ’
 382‘ iya , mada hi wa shizuma nu . ’
 383merosu wa mune no harisakeru omoi de , akaku ookii yuuhi bakari o mitsume te i ta .
 384hashiru yori hoka wa nai .
 385‘ yame te kudasai .
 386hashiru no wa , yame te kudasai .
 387ima wa go-jibun no o-inochi ga daiji desu .
 388ano kata wa , anata o shinji te ori mashi ta .
 389keijoo ni hikidasa re te mo , heiki de i mashi ta .
 390oo-sama ga , sanzan ano kata o karakat te mo , merosu wa ki masu , to dake kotae , tsuyoi shinnen o mochi tsuzuke te iru yoosu de gozai mashi ta . ’
 391‘ sore-da-kara , hashiru no da .
 392shinji rare te iru kara hashiru no da .
 393maniau , maniawa-nu wa mondai de nai no da .
 394hito no inochi mo mondai de nai no da .
 395watashi wa , nan-da-ka , motto osoroshiku ookii mono no tame ni hashit te iru no da .
 396tsui te koi ! firosutoratosu . ’
 397‘ aa , anata wa ki ga kurut ta ka .
 398sore-de-wa , unto hashiru ga ii .
 399hyotto shi tara , maniawa nu mono de mo nai .
 400hashiru ga ii . ’
 401iu ni ya oyobu .
 402mada hi wa shizuma nu .
 403saigo no shiryoku o tsukushi te , merosu wa hashit ta .
 404merosu no atama wa , karappo da .
 405nani-hito-tsu kangae te i nai .
 406tada , wake no wakara nu ookina chikara ni hikizura re te hashit ta .
 407hi wa , yurayura chihei-sen ni bosshi , masani saigo no ip pen no zankoo mo , kie yoo to shi ta toki , merosu wa shippuu no gotoku keijoo ni totsunyuu shi ta .
 408maniat ta .
 409‘ mate .
 410sono hito o koroshi te wa nara nu .
 411merosu ga kaet te ki ta .
 412yakusoku no toori , ima , kaet te ki ta . ’ to oogoe de keijoo no gunshuu ni mukat te saken da tsumori de at ta ga , nodo ga tsubure te shagare ta koe ga kasuka ni de ta bakari , gunshuu wa , hitori to-shi-te kare no toochaku ni ki-ga-tsuka nai .
 413sudeni haritsuke no hashira ga takadaka to tate rare , nawa o uta re ta serinuntiusu wa , jojo-ni tsuriage rare te yuku .
 414merosu wa sore o mokugeki shi te saigo no yuu , senkoku , dakuryuu o oyoi da yoo ni gunshuu o kaki-wake , kaki-wake , ‘ watashi da , keiri ! korosa reru no wa , watashi da . merosu da . kare o hitojichi ni shi ta watashi wa , koko ni iru ! ’ to , kasure ta koe de sei-ippai ni sakebi nagara , tsuini haritsuke-dai ni nobori , tsuriage rare te yuku tomo no ryooashi ni , kajiri-tsui ta .
 415gunshuu wa , doyomei ta .
 416appare .
 417yuruse , to kuchiguchi-ni wamei ta .
 418serinuntiusu no nawa wa , hodoka re ta no de aru .
 419‘ serinuntiusu . ’
 420merosu wa me ni namida o ukabe te it ta .
 421‘ watashi o nagure .
 422chi-kara-ippai ni hoo o nagure .
 423watashi wa , tochuu de ichi do , warui yume o mi ta .
 424kimi ga moshi watashi o nagut te kure nakat tara , watashi wa kimi to hooyoo suru shikaku sae nai no da .
 425nagure . ’
 426serinuntiusu wa , subete o sasshi ta yoosu de unazuki , keijoo-ippai ni narihibiku hodo oto takaku merosu no migihoo o nagut ta .
 427nagut te kara yasashiku hohoemi , ‘ merosu , watashi o nagure . onaji kurai oto-takaku watashi no hoo o nagure . watashi wa kono mik ka no aida , tatta ichi do dake , chira-to kimi o utagat ta . umare te , hajimete kimi o utagat ta . kimi ga watashi o nagut te kure nakere ba , watashi wa kimi to hooyoo deki nai . ’
 428merosu wa ude ni unari o tsuke te serinuntiusu no hoo o nagut ta .
 429‘ arigatoo , tomo yo . ’
 430futa ri dooji ni ii , hishito dakiai , sore-kara ureshinaki ni oioi koe o hanat te nai ta .
 431gunshuu no naka kara mo , kyoki no koe ga kikoe ta .
 432bookun-dionisu wa , gunshuu no haigo kara futari no sama o , majimaji to mitsume te i ta ga , yagate shizuka ni futari ni chikazuki , kao o akarame te , koo it ta .
 433‘ omae-ra no nozomi wa kanat ta zo .
 434omae-ra wa , washi no kokoro ni kat ta no da .
 435shinjitsu to-wa , kesshite kuukyo na moosoo de wa nakat ta .
 436doo-ka , washi o mo nakama ni ire te kure mai ka .
 437doo-ka , washi no negai o kikiire te , omae-ra no nakama no hitori ni shi te hoshii . ’
 438dot to gunshuu no aida ni , kansei ga okot ta .
 439‘ banzai , oo-sama banzai . ’
 440hitori no shoojo ga , hi no manto o merosu ni sasage ta .
 441merosu wa , magotsui ta .
 442yo-ki-tomo wa , ki o kika-se te oshie te yat ta .
 443‘ merosu , kimi wa , mappadaka ja nai ka .
 444hayaku sono manto o kiru ga ii .
 445kono kawaii musume-san wa , merosu no ratai o , mina ni mi rareru no ga , tamara-naku kuchioshii no da . ’
 446yuusha wa , hidoku sekimen shi ta .
 447LRB ko-densetsu to , shirureru no shi kara . RRB