| 1 | toshi-no-kure made ni wa mada hito tsuki aru ga , jinguu no taikai ga owaru to watakushi wa nan-da-ka jibun no seikatsu no ichi nen ga owat ta yoo na ki ga suru . |
| 2 | awatadashii ichi nen de wa at ta . |
| 3 | sore dake ni nan-da-ka kotoshi wa itsu-mo no ni bai no shigoto o shi ta yoo na kimochi mo suru . |
| 4 | kyonen ku gatsu , oranda no orinpikku-taikai kara kaet te ki te toshi no ku-reru made tabi no tsukare to ni do no ensei ni-yoru karada no tsukare de futatabi kyoogi-joo ni tateru ka to shinpai shi ta . |
| 5 | geta-bako no naka de shidai-ni sabi no tsui te yuku supaiku-shuuzu mo nan-ra ki ni tomara nai made ni kyoogi-seikatsu no kentai o oboe te i ta . |
| 6 | watakushi wa koo-shi-ta henka ni at ta no wa hajimete de at ta . |
| 7 | kyoogi-joo ni renshuu mo se zu sha no shigoto mo yaya ochitsui ta toki , watakushi wa ni kagetsu bakashi o tsuiyashi te kyoogi-seikatsu no kaiko-roku no yoo na mono o kai ta . |
| 8 | sore ga konshun heibon-sha kara de ta ‘ supaiku-no-ato ’ de at ta . |
| 9 | sha no shigoto o sumashi te yoru ku ji koro ie ni kaet te kuru to maiban , kogarashi no koe o kiki nagara hibachi o idai te genkoo o kai ta . |
| 10 | juu-kyuu no toshi suweeden “ suweeden ” ni ensei shi te kara kyoo made , man san kanen no aida kyoogi-seikatsu o tsuzut te iku pen no hashiri ni-tsure-te , namanamashii namida no omoide ya jibun hitori no shiru yorokobi ga sarani watakushi o karui kibun ni sa shi tari , sokobie no suru fuyu no yoru ni kanashimi o hikizuri kon de iku koto ga maiyo no yoo de at ta . |
| 11 | shikashi genkoo no dekiagat te iku ni-tsure-te moo watashi wa sakki made no yoo na genki mo , wakawakashi-sa mo nakunat te guraundo no torakku o shissoo shi nagara sekai-kiroku o yaburu nante koto no deki nai ningen ni naru nomi de wa nakaroo ka , gaikoku no kyoogi-joo de hoojin no kanko o ukeru koto mo moo deki naku naru n da to kyoogi-joo ni katsuyaku suru jibun no sugata o jibun no me ni ukaba seru no de at ta . |
| 12 | ochitsui ta , monosabishii , ningen-rashii kimochi de at ta . |
| 13 | genkoo ga dekiagat te koosei no gera ga te-ni-hairu koro ni wa watakushi wa mata genki ni nat ta . |
| 14 | genki ni shi te kure ta , seken no hitobito ga . |
| 15 | omae wa wakai , omae wa sekinin o mattoo se yo , koohai o tsukure , saigo o kazare , to yo no hito wa watakushi ni toi ta . |
| 16 | watakushi wa mada wakakat ta . |
| 17 | madamada watakushi wa jibun no kyoogi-seikatsu o mattoo shi te i nai . |
| 18 | oranda no taikai de wa yabure te iru . |
| 19 | koohai wa hitori mo i nai . |
| 20 | soo da watakushi wa saigo o kazaru no da , |
| 21 | wakai no da mono . |
| 22 | rainen LRB sen-kyuuhyaku-sanjuu nen RRB no ku gatsu ni wa dai-san kai no bankoku-joshi-orinpikku ga aru . |
| 23 | suweeden no taikai ga at te choodo yo nen-me , watakushi ni wa omoide no fukai kyoogi-kai da , |
| 24 | kore ni shutsujoo shi te soshite saigo o kazaru no da , |
| 25 | watakushi wa ichidai-kesshin no moto ni futatabi sabi-tsui ta supaiku-shuuzu o teire shi ta . |
| 26 | haru ni nat ta , |
| 27 | shi gatsu ni hairu to watakushi wa kyonen yori mo genki ni nat ta , |
| 28 | maitoshi kyokoo no joshi-orinpikku de sekai-kiroku o hito tsu dashi ta . |
| 29 | sore ni chooshi-zui ta undoo-shinkei wa mata kyonen-ijoo no kinchoo o mise te kure ta . |
| 30 | go gatsu ni hairu to “ supaiku-no-ato ” ga shuppan sa re ta . |
| 31 | watakushi wa mainichi jibun no hon ga narabe te aru hon'ya no shoo-windo no mae o toot ta . |
| 32 | is satsu heri ni satsu heri shidai ni tana no ue kara hon ga sukunaku nat te iku koto ga donna ni ureshikat ta ka . |
| 33 | ‘ anta de mo sonna ni hon ga ureru nante-iu koto ni ure-shimi o kanji masu ka , watakushi wa anata nanka choozen to shi te i rareru to omot te i mashi ta ’ to aru oku-san ga iwa re ta ga , watakushi wa yahari choozen to nanka deki nakat ta . |
| 34 | go gatsu ni mo ookina kyoogi-kai ga at ta , |
| 35 | koko de mo mata hito tsu sekai-kiroku ga de ta . |
| 36 | kyoogi o yat te ot te yokat ta to hajimete ureshikat ta . |
| 37 | watakushi wa mada wakakat ta no da , to omot ta . |
| 38 | hachi gatsu ni hairu to watakushi wa nihon-juu kara juu-shigo nin no onnanoko o atsume te gasshuku-renshuu o ni shuukan yamato no mi-yoshino de okonat ta . |
| 39 | koohai o tsukure to-iu seken no hito-ra no kotoba ni hagemasa re te , onnanoko juu-go nin no gasshuku-renshuu-hi o nenshutsu su tokoro ga naku te umare te hajimete kinsaku no kurushi-sa o ajiwat ta . |
| 40 | kane no chikara o shit ta . |
| 41 | “ supaiku-no-ato ” no inzei o kore ni ate ta . |
| 42 | ima kangae te mire ba yukai na omoide da . |
| 43 | juu gatsu ni nat ta , |
| 44 | doitsu no senshu ga yat te ki ta . |
| 45 | wasureru koto no deki nai doitsu no kokki to doitsu no kokka o kii te mata namida o dashi ta . |
| 46 | kyonen amusuterudamu de doitsu no raatoke ni yabure ta shunkan o omoidashi te . |
| 47 | haru no shiizun ni tsukut ta nihyaku to san-shu-kyoogi ga sekai-koonin-kiroku to-shi-te happyoo sa re ta . |
| 48 | sekai-rekoodo no hyoo ni jibun no namae ga yot tsu de ta . |
| 49 | juu gatsu , juu-ichi gatsu , watakushi no kyoogi-seikatsu-saisei no saigo o kazaru tsuki da . |
| 50 | watakushi wa omoinokosu koto no nai made no katsuyaku o nega “ ne-ga ” t ta . |
| 51 | negai wa hobo tasse rare te ki ta . |
| 52 | aki no shiizun futa tsu no sekai-kiroku ni mata megumare ta . |
| 53 | haru-irai umare ta yot tsu no sekai-kiroku to supaiku-no-ato to , kinoo kyoo sansei-doo kara shuppan sa reru “ tatakau-made ” no shoocho o sen-kyuuhayku-nijuu-kyuu nen no omoide to shi te toshi ga kure te iku . |
| 54 | shinbun-kisha-seikatsu mo san kanen no tsukihi ga tachi kake ta . |
| 55 | moo ik kagetsu de nijuu-yon ni naru no da . |
| 56 | raishun wa chekko ni orinpikku ga hiraka reru . |
| 57 | watakushi wa iku no da , wakaki shoojo o tsure te . |
| 58 | LRB yon_ lt_ cdot_ gt_ -juu-ni RRB |