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title:Remon
author:Kajii, Motojiro
date:1925
source:Aozora January edition; Aozora Bunko (http://www.aozora.gr.jp/cards/000074/card424.html)
genre:fiction
subcorpus:Aozora Bunko
terms of use:Creative Commons license


 1remon
 2kajii-motojiroo
 3etai no shire nai fukitsu na katamari ga watashi no kokoro o shijuu osae tsuke te i ta .
 4shoosoo to io o ka , ken'o to io o ka -- sake o non da ato ni shukusui ga aru yoo ni , sake o mainichi non de iru to shukusui ni sootoo shi ta jiki ga yat-te-kuru .
 5sore ga ki ta no da .
 6kore wa chotto ike-nakat ta .
 7kekka shi ta haisen-kataru ya shinkei-suijaku ga ike-nai no de wa nai .
 8mata se o yaku yoo na shakkin nado ga ike-nai no de wa nai .
 9ike-nai no wa sono fukitsu na katamari da .
 10izen watashi o yorokoba se ta donna utsukushii ongaku mo , donna utsukushii shi no issetsu mo shinboo-ga-nara naku nat ta .
 11chikuon-ki o kika se te morai ni wazawaza dekake te it te mo , saisho no ni-san shoosetsu de fui ni tachiagat te shimai taku naru .
 12nani ka ga watashi o ita-tamara zu sa-seru no da .
 13sore-de shijuu watashi wa machi kara machi o furoo shi tsuzuke te i ta .
 14naze da ka sono koro watashi wa misuborashiku te utsukushii mono ni tsuyoku hikitsuke rare ta no o oboe te iru .
 15fuukei ni-shi-te-mo koware kakat ta machi da-to-ka , sono machi ni-shi-te-mo yosoyososhii omotedoori yori-mo doko ka shitashimi no aru , kitanai sentaku-mono ga hoshi te at tari garakuta ga korogashi te at tari musakurushii heya ga nozoi te i tari suru uradoori ga suki de at ta .
 16ame ya kaze ga mushiban de yagate tsuchi ni kaet te shimau , to-it-ta yoo na omomuki no aru machi de , dobei ga kuzure te i tari ienami ga katamuki kakat te i tari -- ikioi no ii no wa shokubutsu dake de , toki-to-suru-to bikkuri sa seru yoo na himawari ga at tari kanna ga sai te i tari suru .
 17tokidoki watashi wa sonna michi o aruki nagara , futo , soko ga kyooto de wa naku-te kyooto kara nanbyaku ri mo hanare ta sendai to-ka nagasaki to-ka -- sono yoo na shi e ima jibun ga ki te iru no da -- to-iu sakkaku o okoso o to tsutomeru .
 18watashi wa , dekiru koto nara kyooto kara nigedashi te dare-hitori shira nai yoo na shi e it te shimai takat ta .
 19dai-ichi ni ansei .
 20garan-to shi ta ryokan no is shitsu .
 21seijoo na futon .
 22nioi no ii kaya to nori no yoku kii ta yukata .
 23soko de hito tsuki hodo nani mo omowa zu yoko ni nari tai .
 24nega-waku wa koko ga itsu no ma ni ka sono shi ni nat te iru no dat tara .
 25-- sakkaku ga yooyaku seikoo shi hajimeru to watashi wa sore-kara sore e soozoo no enogu o nuritsuke te yuku .
 26nan-no-koto-wa-nai , watashi no sakkaku to koware kakat ta machi to no ni-juu-utsushi de aru .
 27soshite watashi wa sono naka ni genjitsu no watashi jishin o miushinau no o tanoshin da .
 28watashi wa mata ano hanabi to-iu yatsu ga suki ni nat ta .
 29hanabi sono-mono wa dai-ni dan to shi te , ano yasuppoi enogu de aka ya murasaki ya ki ya ao ya , samazama no shima-moyoo o mot ta hanabi no taba , nakayama-dera-no-hoshi-kudari , hana-kassen , karesusuki .
 30sore-kara nezumi-hanabi to-iu no wa hito tsu zutsu wa ni nat te i te hako ni tsume te aru .
 31sonna mono ga hen ni watashi no kokoro o sosot ta .
 32sore-kara mata , biidoro to-iu iro-garasu de tai ya hana o uchidashi te aru o-hajiki ga suki ni nat ta shi , nankin-dama ga suki ni nat ta .
 33mata sore o name te miru no ga watashi ni-tot-te nan to mo ie nai kyooraku dat ta no da .
 34ano biidoro no aji hodo kasuka na suzushii aji ga aru mono ka .
 35watashi wa osanai toki yoku sore o kuchi ni ire te wa fubo ni shikara re ta mono da ga , sono yooji no amai kioku ga ookiku nat te ochi-bu-re ta watashi ni yomiga-et te kuru sei daroo ka , mattaku ano aji ni wa kasuka na sawayaka na nan-to-naku shi-bi to-it-ta yoo na mikaku ga tadayot te kuru .
 36sasshi wa tsuku daroo ga watashi ni wa marude kane ga nakat ta .
 37to-wa-ie sonna mono o mi te sukoshi de-mo kokoro no ugoki kake ta toki no watashi jishin o nagusameru tame ni wa zeitaku to-iu koto ga hitsuyoo de at ta .
 38ni sen ya san sen no mono -- to it te zeitaku na mono .
 39utsukushii mono -- to it te mu-kiryoku na watashi no shokkaku ni mushiro kobi te kuru mono .
 40-- soo-it-ta mono ga shizen watashi o nagusameru no da .
 41seikatsu ga mada mushibama re te i nakat ta izen watashi no suki de at ta tokoro wa , tatoeba maruzen de at ta .
 42aka ya ki no oodo-koron ya oodo-kinin .
 43share ta kiriko-saiku ya tenga na rokoko-shumi no uki-moyoo o mot ta kohaku-iro ya hisui-iro no koosui-bin .
 44kiseru , kogatana , sekken , tabako .
 45watashi wa sonna mono o miru no ni ko-ichi jikan mo tsuiyasu koto ga at ta .
 46soshite kekkyoku it too ii enpitsu o ip pon kau kurai no zeitaku o suru no dat ta .
 47shikashi koko mo moo sono koro no watashi ni-tot-te wa omokurushii basho ni sugi nakat ta .
 48shoseki , gakusei , kanjoo-dai , kore-ra wa mina shakkin-tori no boorei no yoo ni watashi ni wa mieru no dat ta .
 49aru asa -- sono koro watashi wa koo no tomodachi kara otsu no tomodachi e to-iu fuu ni tomodachi no geshuku o tenten to shi te kurashi te i ta no da ga -- tomodachi ga gakkoo e de te shimat ta ato no kuukyo na kuuki no naka ni potsunen-to hitori torinokosa re ta .
 50watashi wa mata soko kara samayoi-de nakere ba nara nakat ta .
 51nani ka ga watashi o oitateru .
 52soshite machi kara machi e , saki ni it ta yoo na uradoori o arui tari , da-gashi-ya no mae de tachidomat tari , kanbutsu-ya no hoshi-ebi ya boodara ya yuba o nagame tari , tootoo watashi wa ni joo no hoo e teramachi o ori , soko no kudamono-ya de ashi o tome ta .
 53koko de chotto sono kudamono-ya o shookai shi tai no da ga , sono kudamono-ya wa watashi no shit te i ta han'i de mottomo suki na mise de at ta .
 54soko wa kesshite rippa na mise de wa nakat ta no da ga , kudamono-ya koyuu no utsukushi-sa ga mottomo rokotsu ni kanze rare ta .
 55kudamono wa kanari koobai no kyuu na dai no ue ni narabe te at te , sono dai to-iu no mo furubi ta kuroi urushinuri no ita dat ta yoo ni omoeru .
 56nani ka hanayaka na utsukushii ongaku no arreguro no nagare ga , miru hito o ishi ni kashi ta to-iu gorugon-no-kimen -- teki na mono o sashi-tsuke rare te , anna shikisai ya anna voriumu ni korikatamat ta to-iu fuu ni kudamono wa naran de iru .
 57aomono mo yahari oku e yuke ba yuku hodo uzu-takaku tsuma re te iru .
 58-- jissai asoko no ninjin-ba no utsukushi-sa nado wa subarashikat ta .
 59sore-kara mizu ni tsuke te aru mame da-to-ka kuwai da-to-ka .
 60mata soko no ie no utsukushii no wa yoru dat ta .
 61teramachi-doori wa ittai ni nigiyaka na toori de -- to-it-te kanji wa tookyoo ya oosaka yori wa zutto sun de iru ga -- kazarimado no hikari ga obitadashiku gairo e nagarede te iru .
 62sore-ga doo shi ta wake ka sono tentoo no shuui dake ga myoo ni kurai no da .
 63motomoto katahoo wa kurai nijoo-doori ni sesshi te iru machikado ni nat te iru no-de , kurai no wa toozen de at ta ga , sono rinka ga teramachi-doori ni aru ie ni-mo-kakawara-zu kurakat ta no ga hakkiri shi nai .
 64shikashi sono ie ga kuraku nakat tara , anna ni mo watashi o yuuwaku suru ni wa itara nakat ta to omou .
 65moo hito tsu wa sono ie no uchidashi ta hisashi na no da ga , sono hisashi ga ma-buka ni kamut ta booshi no hisashi no yoo ni -- kore wa keiyoo to-iu-yori mo , ‘ oya , asoko no mise wa booshi no hisashi o yake-ni sage te iru zo ’ to omowa seru hodo na no-de , hisashi no ue wa kore mo makkura na no da .
 66soo shuui ga makkura na tame , tentoo ni tsuke rare ta iku tsu mo no dentoo ga shuuu no yoo ni abisekakeru kenran wa , shuui no nanimono ni mo ubawa reru koto naku , hoshiimama ni mo utsukushii nagame ga terashidasa re te iru no da .
 67hadaka no dentoo ga hosonagai rasen-boo o kirikiri me no naka e sashi kon de kuru oorai ni tat te , mata kinjo ni aru kagiya no ni kai no garasu-mado o sukashi te nagame ta kono kudamono-ten no nagame hodo , sono tokidoki no watashi o kyoo-gara se ta mono wa teramachi no naka de mo mare dat ta .
 68sono hi watashi wa itsu-ni-naku sono mise de kaimono o shi ta .
 69to-iu-no-wa sono mise ni wa mezurashii remon ga de te i ta no da .
 70remon nado goku arifure te iru .
 71ga sono mise to-iu no mo misuborashiku wa nai made-mo tada atarimae no yaoya ni sugi nakat ta no-de , sore made amari mikake ta koto wa nakat ta .
 72ittai watashi wa ano remon ga suki da .
 73remon-ero-u no enogu o chuubu kara shiboridashi te katame ta yoo na ano tanjun na iro mo , sore-kara ano take no tsumat ta boosui-kei no kakkoo mo .
 74-- kekkyoku watashi wa sore o hito tsu dake kau koto ni shi ta .
 75sore kara no watashi wa doko e doo arui ta no daroo .
 76watashi wa nagai aida machi o arui te i ta .
 77shijuu watashi no kokoro o osae tsuke te i ta fukitsu na katamari ga sore o nigit ta shunkan kara ikura ka yurun de ki ta to mie te , watashi wa machi no ue de hijoo ni koofuku de at ta .
 78anna ni shitsuko-kat ta yuuutsu ga , sonna mono no ik ka de magirasa reru -- aruiwa fushin na koto ga , gyakusetsu-teki na hontoo de at ta .
 79sore-ni-shi-te-mo kokoro to-iu yatsu wa nan to-iu fukashigi na yatsu daroo .
 80sono remon no tsumeta-sa wa tatoeyoo mo naku yokat ta .
 81sono koro watashi wa haisen o waruku shi te i te itsu-mo karada ni netsu ga de ta .
 82jijitsu tomodachi no darekare ni watashi no netsu o misebirakasu tame ni te no nigiriai nado o shi te miru no da ga , watashi no tenohira ga dare no yori-mo atsukat ta .
 83sono atsui sei dat ta no daroo ,
 84nigit te iru tenohira kara miuchi ni shimitoot te yuku yoo na sono tsumeta-sa wa kokoroyoi mono dat ta .
 85watashi wa nan do mo nan do mo sono kajitsu o hana ni mot te it te wa kai de mi ta .
 86sore no sanchi da to-iu kariforuniya ga soozoo ni nobot te kuru .
 87kanbun de narat ta ‘ bai-kan-sha-no-gen ’ no naka ni kai te at ta ‘ hana o utsu ’ to-iu kotoba ga kire-gire ni ukan de kuru .
 88soshite fukabuka-to mune-ippai ni nioyaka na kuuki o suikome ba , tsuizo mune-ippai ni kokyuu shi ta koto no nakat ta watashi no karada ya kao ni wa nukii chi no hotobori ga nobot te ki te nani-da-ka miuchi ni genki ga mezame te ki ta no dat ta .
 89jissai anna tanjun na reikaku ya shokkaku ya kyuukaku ya shikaku ga , zutto mukashi kara kore bakari sagashi te i ta no da to ii taku nat ta hodo watashi ni shikkuri shi ta nante watashi wa fushigi ni omoeru
 90-- sore ga ano koro no koto na n da kara .
 91watashi wa moo oorai o karoyaka na koofun ni hazun de , isshu hokori-ka na kimochi sae kanji nagara , biteki-shoozoku o shi te machi o ho shi ta shijin no koto nado omoiukabe te wa arui te i ta .
 92yogore ta tenugui no ue e nose te mi tari manto no ue e ategat te mi tari shi te iro no han'ei o hakat tari , mata konna koto o omot tari ,
 93-- tsumari wa kono omo-sa na n da na .
 94sono omo-sa koso tsunezune tazune-agun de i ta mono de , utagai mo naku kono omo-sa wa subete no yoi mono subete no utsukushii mono o juuryoo ni kansan shi te ki ta omo-sa de aru to-ka , omoiagat ta kaigyaku-shin kara sonna bakage ta koto o kangae te mi tari --
 95nani ga sate watashi wa koofuku dat ta no da .
 96doko o doo arui ta no daroo ,
 97watashi ga saigo ni tat ta no wa maruzen no mae dat ta .
 98heijoo anna ni sake te i ta maruzen ga sono toki no watashi ni wa yasuyasu to haireru yoo ni omoe ta .
 99‘ kyoo wa hito tsu hait te mi te yaro o ’
 100soshite watashi wa zukazuka hait te it ta .
 101shikashi doo shi ta koto daroo , watashi no kokoro o mitashi te i ta koofuku na kanjoo wa dandan nige te it ta .
 102koosui no bin ni mo kiseru ni mo watashi no kokoro wa noshikakat te wa yuka nakat ta .
 103yuuutsu ga tate-kome te kuru ,
 104watashi wa aruki mawat ta hiroo ga de te ki ta no da to omot ta .
 105watashi wa ehon no tana no mae e it te mi ta .
 106gashuu no omotai no o toridasu no sae tsune ni-mashi-te chikara ga iru na ! to omot ta .
 107shikashi watashi wa is satsu zutsu nukidashi te wa miru , soshite ake te wa miru no da ga , kokumei ni hagut te yuku kimochi wa sarani wai te ko nai .
 108shikamo norowa re ta koto ni wa mata tsugi no is satsu o hikidashi te kuru .
 109sore mo onaji koto da .
 110sore-de-i-te ichi do barabara to yat te mi naku-te wa ki ga suma nai no da .
 111sore ijoo wa tamara naku nat te soko e oi te shimau .
 112izen no ichi e modosu koto sae deki nai .
 113watashi wa iku do mo sore o kurikaeshi ta .
 114tootoo o-shimai ni wa higoro kara daisuki dat ta anguru no daidaiiro no omoi hon made nao issoo no korae-gata-sa no tame ni oi te shimat ta .
 115-- nani to-iu norowa re ta koto da .
 116te no kinniku ni hiroo ga nokot te iru .
 117watashi wa yuuutsu ni nat te shimat te , jibun ga nui ta mama tsumikasane ta hon no mure o nagame te i ta .
 118izen ni wa anna ni watashi o hikitsuke ta ehon ga doo shi ta koto daroo .
 119ichi mai ichi mai ni me o sarashi owat te ato , sate amari ni jinjoo na shuui o mimawasu toki no ano hen ni soguwa nai kimochi o , watashi wa izen ni wa konon de ajiwat te i ta mono de at ta .
 120‘ a , soo da soo da ’
 121sono toki watashi wa tamoto no naka no remon o omoidashi ta .
 122hon no shikisai o gochagocha ni tsumiage te , ichi do kono remon de tameshi te mi tara .
 123‘ soo da ’
 124watashi ni mata sakihodo no karoyaka na koofun ga kaet te ki ta .
 125watashi wa teatari-shidai ni tsumiage , mata awatadashiku tsubushi , mata awatadashiku kizukiage ta .
 126atarashiku hikinui te tsukekuwae tari , torisat tari shi ta .
 127kikai na gensoo-teki na shiro ga , sono tabi ni akaku nat tari aoku nat tari shi ta .
 128yatto sore wa dekiagat ta .
 129soshite karuku odo-ri-agaru kokoro o seishi nagara , sono jooheki no itadaki ni osoruosoru remon o suetsuke ta .
 130soshite sore wa joodeki dat ta .
 131miwatasu to , sono remon no shikisai wa gachagacha shi ta iro no kaichoo o hissori to boosui-kei no karada no naka e kyuushuu shi te shimat te , kaan to saekaet te i ta .
 132watashi wa hokori-ppoi maruzen no naka no kuuki ga , sono remon no shuui dake hen ni kinchoo shi te iru yoo na ki ga shi ta .
 133watashi wa shibaraku sore o nagame te i ta .
 134fui ni dai-ni no aidia ga okot ta .
 135sono kimyoo na takurami wa mushiro watashi o gyotto sa se ta .
 136-- sore o sono mama ni shi te oi te watashi wa , nani-kuwa-nu kao o shi te soto e deru .
 137watashi wa hen ni kusuguttai kimochi ga shi ta .
 138‘ de te iko o ka-naa .
 139soo da de te iko o ’
 140soshite watashi wa sutasuta de te it ta .
 141hen ni kusuguttai kimochi ga machi no ue no watashi o hohoema se ta .
 142maruzen no tana e koganeiro ni kagayaku osoroshii bakudan o shikake te ki ta kikai na akkan ga watashi de , moo jup pun go ni wa ano maruzen ga bijutsu no tana o chuushin to shi te dai-bakuhatsu o suru no dat tara donna ni omoshiroi daroo .
 143watashi wa kono soozoo o nesshin ni tsuikyuu shi ta .
 144‘ soo shi tara ano kizumari na maruzen mo kop-pa-mijin daroo ’
 145soshite watashi wa katsudoo-shashin no kanban-ga ga kitai na omomuki de machi o irodot te iru kyoogoku o kudat te it ta .